white5pace

pour down from high
like a torrent with no end
which knows no joyful sunlight
or warmth of light.

to which the sky cries out of dark anguish and labor pains
no heart within the chest but a burning hole
of emptiness..

no eye can see
no ear may hear
no heart may perceive

indeed they are all dumb.
lost themselves, in this dizzying frantic dimension.

strength has been lost
the tears stop falling
there is no point to which they may be spent.

empty eyes, ears, promises

the wind may blow
wherever she may
ice has frozen over and movement has been lost

turn around why won't you?
see what happens in the ravages of a storm
none may turn back unscathed.

Holding on with green nails on this railing. Life is precarious and threatens to fall, Institutions fail, family fails, and friends fail to lift. Dare to hope and be carried off, things aren’t easy and you wish for that offered hand. What you desire is to know that someone cares.

and you can't find the answers where you are
the doors are closed and the blinds are drawn.
sometimes you go out and play
play a little part of you you've made for them

but they don't know you run back right after

for all the sunshine and warm gentle breezes
you'll still hide
from all the lights you lit
and paths you helped untwine

you run. yes you run.
and stash it in that closet in the back of your heart
where it will wait patiently to have its moment with you

and you can't keep running
but you still run, following it to the beat of the city

and you can't keep falling in on yourself
you need them now

walking to the bus stop
school work play fun kinda life
where eyes are sad and hearts are already broken

Quiet and still, I desirest be!
peace and solitude where doth thee hide?
for high the communication tower looms on my left
and low dwells the power lines on my right.

How beautiful it is to think
to feel the turnings of the mind,
of gears and sharpened wit melded together fast,
mechanically in tune

Where dost that river flow?
Rushing forth and colouring every person, plant and animal?
Calling forth threads from the air,
streams of magic casted, granted from the heavens
where wonderment befalls us here below

Loud do our sirens wail
Bright do our displays dance
Enchanting are the stories we make up.

Harder, Faster, Stronger
- Better.

As aliens we walk
as aliens we march, cursed in our knowledge.
so the whirly birds follow us
the sewage beasts trail us
our black hearts we bear

This, our reality has been set
on course and straight to.
Truth we ignore and voices we forget.
Together we plunge, together we fall
caught in our nets of fallacious deities

-----
not the best, must write more regularly!

Something inside me crumbles again,
Oh why don't I ever learn?
When I tread on that edge,
step a little closer
feel a little more secure
then I'll slip

Heaven wonders about me
Its there to break my fall
to remind me that I can rise above the lack
if I believe

But I thought it was safe

to walk
to listen
to give
to hope
to be faithful

Now my tears can't help but fall on their own will

"Make me frozen"
I say
"Closed off so I can be strong.
would you grant me that will to give up,
if it weren't meant to be?"

The heart has its own will
so spirited and so human,

but can it be trusted when walking wounded?

"He'll be there for you always"
something whispers to me
"Singing over me and forever in the midnight sky
Don't you let go. Don't you let go.
The promise is real"
 if I breathe in

So now I'll breathe you in.
Trying to hold you within
Like oxygen.

For you'll guide and hold me
open the door and say
Come on in

I'll walk with you
I'll do my best to listen to you
give back to you
my hope is with you
I want to be faithful to you

You are my oxygen.


 -------

my head must have been stuck on remembering words from certain songs.

    another one
its mine

let the ink fall like the rain
    let it be the tide that pushes the timid stream